"Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars"
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Hello weello sugar bunnies! ;-)
3 more days to the official end of prelims, but for me, it's over as of NOW. Say that I've the lack of stamina or whatever, but I'm really worn out from all the hard work last week.. I'm really tired from mugging my ass off for the remaining sciences and A-Maths.
And God forbids, it has to be the week filled with the tougher subjects that my body, mind, and soul has to submit to self-defeat. Great.
It's not like I'm totally confident about the papers I sat for last week. All I can do is hope that I did well. But, who knows. I don't know. What I DO know is that nothing is always what it seems.. You may think you did well, but end up scoring borderlines. Oh I know that feeling all too well. That's why I'm not going to expect anything this time round, though I studied. And that's probably why I didn't bother studying for shitty Physics. Because hey, it turned out to be a pretty hard paper, and everyone felt horrible after everything was over. Not me. I don't feel negative feelings towards myself: stupid, and lousy. See, at least, when I get my papers back, I can reason with myself, that I didn't do well cuz I didn't study. It beats studying and still getting F9 grades. What can you tell yourself then? What can you reason yourself with? Oh yeah, sure, tell yourself you're stupid. See how that feels.
I have a great mind to get an AB for Physics. It looks better than a F9. I mean like, with any luck, my future employer has poor vision, and would mistake my AB for an A or a B. Haw haw.
I think I'm more of a visual person. I can only study things that actually makes sense to me, things that I can picture and imagine. Like, Biology. Ah, the love. :)
See, Biology is the science of life. It's a study of something that I can actually SEE and IMAGINE. I'm intrigued with how the heart functions, fascinated at how we can grow, amazed at how I can see the world around me. Talk to me about the skin, the muscles, the blood vessels, and I can understand, because I have it. And I think it makes more sense to me, learning about things that are more visible and... well... sensual.
Physics? Yeah okay, forces, pressure, heat, blah blah blah. It actually makes sense when I have a book, filled with diagrams and arrows and numbers. But in actual reality, take away all the arrows and numbers, and that's Physics for you. You've just gotta BELIEVE that the forces are there, that Physics is everywhere around you. You can't actually see arrows point up or down or anywhere else for that matter. That's probably why I cannot stand Physics, and over my dead body, will I take Physics in Junior College.
Chemistry, Yeah okay, acid+metal gives salt+hydrogen. Mmm, but, WHY? We are taught that the hydrogen ions present in acid is the reasons for reaction. But, still, WHY the ions. Again, we are made to believe that That is That. It just so happens that some bald old man figured out that This is This. So we gotta believe it, being descendants of this world.
Well after so much small talk, my heart is still with Humanities and Maths. Humanities, because there isn't a right or wrong answer, especially when it comes to Literature. It is all up to perception, and that is life, isn't it? Life isn't all that clear-cut, it's more of how we choose to perceive it. And I like it. Because everyone's view is valued and taken into consideration. Everyone's open to their personal views. There isn't a rule, there isn't a law.
And Maths, well, cuz it's the same in every country. ;-)
Whether I'm in Africa, or Korea, or Italy, laws of logarithm remains, and the properties of a circle are still the same. Even Trigonometric graphs are drawn the same way. It's like an international language!
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Today was O level English Oral. I shan't elaborate. It just pisses me off, the fact that I always think of intelligent replies AFTER the exam is over, just like how I always think of intelligent comebacks AFTER a quarrel is over. That's all.
I'm going to work hard for my written paper, and still get that A1 for English anyway. This I promise myself. :)
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On a lighter note, I fell in love with some old songs. I think old songs make more sense than modern hip songs. From many aspects. Old songs uses simple words, to convey simple messages. And that's the beauty of it: simplicity. :)
Fly Me To The Moon - Westlife
Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words baby kiss me
Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you
I've another one.....
L.O.V.E - Nat King Cole
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore and
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Melted your heart? Yes? No? Well it certainly smothered mine. :)
I'm gonna make Zingy Zing Zing sing these two songs for me..
Oh, wait, I don't have to make him. He'll probably read this himself, and sing it to me anyway.
Yes babe, I know you're reading this.. I'm waiting for you okayeeeee! ;-) B-)
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Remember how I said The Last Airbender was a nice movie?
Well, I take back my words. The cartoon version is sooooo much better. And funnier!
Ignore that "Bobble Battles" shit, whatever that is. I swear this cartoon is damn good! It's on my Top Favourite Cartoon list, together with Spongebob and Crayon Shinchan. ;-)
One problem: it's so damn short! :( I hope a fourth season will be out.... Futile, I know. :(
Oh well. Guess who's my new googoogaga now??
hehehehehhhhh,
presenting,
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APPA!
My dear oh-so-fluffy-I-can-dieeeeee-I-wanna-eat-it-like-this-huge-soft-marshmellow flying bison!
My dear oh-so-fluffy-I-can-dieeeeee-I-wanna-eat-it-like-this-huge-soft-marshmellow flying bison!
At least, that's what they describe him as in the show luh, a flying bison. Mind you, not a cow, not a buffalo, a BISON. Whatever that is, seriously. Watch Avatar after your exams or when you're free okay people! And we can ogle and giggle over Appa together! Tee hee hee! Don't cha think Appa looks like this enormous 6-legged dog?????? Maybe that's why I'm sooooo compelled to luvvvv it. B-)
I wanna learn lotsa lotsa moolah, buy a pretty bungalow, and live happily ever after with a nice husband and babies with pretty eyes. :) Okay, main thing, I'm gonna buy a bungalow first. CRUCIAL.
Something like:
(Fleur De Lys, Beverly Hills – Mariah Carey's palace)
or
(Barbie Malibu Mansion – a life-size mansion inspired by Barbie's dream house)
would be super sweeeeeeeeet~ B-)
But nahs, I'm just asking for something simple, yet cosy and sweeeeet as well, like THIS:
HEE HEE HEE! Okay, still living in my fantasy worldddddd.
But okay, seriously, something like this:
or
where I can have a pretty garden to plant fake plants that do not need attention or time, and rear a cute little Pomeranian puppy.. and perhaps even have a mini outdoor jacuzzi. ;-)
Hey I'm just a girl with big dreams. Is that a crime? ;-)
Okay okay, self-deluded enough.
I'm gonna eat some oranges, and sleeeeeep. :)
My greatest task now, is to decide which is my favourite alphabet between A, B, C, and D. Once I've reached my conclusion, I'm gonna conquer MCQ with much ease.
Lovie lovie,
till next time. :)
Veron.
Said night-night world @ 9:06 PM