"Waited on a line of greens and blues, just to be the next to be with you."
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Mood: "Homework undone!!!! HOW?!?!?!?!?!?!"Music: To Be With You - Westlife
Book: Shopaholic and Baby - Sophie Kinsella
Can You Keep A Secret was okay towards the end. But i think it's the worst book of Sophie Kinsella so far.... the storyline is totally crap. Oh well! A good book won't be known as a good book if it weren't for the bad books...
And mannn, i love Westlife. HAHA.
I'm super lazy to upload pictures, so Rina, YOU get YOUR ASS ONLINE so that i can send them. Lalala : D
Yesterday, Rina, Meiyi and I walked around Orchard. It kinda sucked, cus the whole area was packed with people and the freaking Sun wasn't helping AT ALL. Life would be so much better if only Singapore was.... cooler. But you know what? "If Only" is the stupidest combination of words, cus it expresses the want for something that can NEVER happen.
Oh,
why was I born in Singapore? =,=
The only cherry on top of my day was that everything was on sale. So i spent less than a hundred yesterday. Miraculous, non? :)
We took a cab back from Orchard, cus the freaking MRT station was crammed up to the max. So that's why i always say, Cabs/Taxis are the best thing ever invented on Earth. (Founded, Invented, whichever. You know what i mean.) Just that, sometimes, you can end up with a driver who doesn't know his way, and you find yourself going around in circles... which kinda sucks. Which was why our cab fare turned out to be around 20 plus bucks. Tsk tsk.
As for today, woke up freaking early in the morning to pass Benjamin his Chinese worksheet and have brunch. FYI, i consider 11am early. How did I get stuck with such an inconsiderate buddy? God knows! Come to think of it, we've known each other for 4 going on 5 years already :O Whoa!
It's interesting thinking how old your friendship is with certain people.
Like Rina, 10 going on 11 years. (We weren't in the same class in Kindergarden, but still!)
And Gary, also 10 going on 11 years. (This guy, however, was in my class during Kindergarden. And and, we had some dispute in between the years... but still!)
And as for people like Meiyi, Yorklyn, and you know who you are, it has only been a few years. Probably only 2 or 3. But you guys are still as important to me/
SO.
Today's New Year's eve. Please do NOT ask me why i'm staying at home, instead of partying away outside. For one thing: I HATE CROWDS. Why would i want to escape the comforts of my house to bump into people's sweaty backs, or breathe the odor of others wherever i go, whichever direction i face?
I'm not trying to sound like a couch potato (do couch potatoes even TALK?). Yes, I'm happy that a new year is starting soon, in a matter of hours, but i don't feel like, or see the need to celebrate it with hundreds of people i barely know. Ironic huh.
Most of us are celebrating events for the sake of celebrating, that we forget the true purpose and meaning of it. Year after year, we're all saying the same greetings and wishes, and making same old resolutions (which we KNOW we'll never make the effort to meet). What's the point, seriously, what's the point.
Like take saying "Good Morning" for example. I know some people have the habit of wishing every single freaking person living on Earth "Good Morning" the moment they wake up. Do they even stop to think, or ask themselves what's so good about the morning??
Hmm? Birds singing? Bees stinging? The sun shining brightly? Waking up alive?
And the best part is, some people don't even feel happy or good when they say "Good Morning", which is totally contradicting.
This is probably one of the reasons why i don't say my "Good Morning"s. For two reasons actually.
1) I don't wake up in the morning, so I don't have the chance to say so.
2) I honestly don't think there's anything good about mornings.
I can live without the birds singing, i most certainly don't appreciate the bees stinging, and i would really prefer the sun to NOT shine that brightly. As for waking up alive? I don't really bother. As much as I would hate to admit it, I would love to die in my sleep. No pain, no second thoughts, not having to deal with all the goodbye speeches, and tears, and sadness.
I am not perfect (who is??), so i'm contented with who i am now and what i've done so far; I have not achieved Nirvana or whatever that is (has ANYONE??); I have not migrated to Australia or built my dream house or whatever glitzy and glam-y stuff (I'm sure heaven has everything to satisfy my earthly wants and desire); I have not finished studying (all the more i should die); I have not earned millions of moolah (i'm sure everything in heaven is free, and besides, there's no one to inherit the money after i die); I have not invented anything (and i don't plan to either)..... yadda yadda... so even if i do die in my sleep tonight, no hard feelings, really.
Talking about death, CHERINE QUEK YOU BITCH! Can you PLEASE, FOR GOODNESS SAKE, chain your inhaler to your bracelet or your necklace or earrings or SOMEPLACE WITHIN YOUR REACH 24/7?!?! You CANNOT die before me, HELLO!! Who else is gonna make a speech about how bimbotic i am at my funeral?!?! HAHA (but seriously, WHO?). And if you die before the age of 30, i swear i will NOT deliver pretty pink flowers to your tomb. OKAY! Do do do do do take your precious life more seriously! You'll scare the hell out of everyone! :o
I'm honestly not ready to start school. (Not like it matters whether i'm ready or not. 2 Jan, means 2 Jan. Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock...) I'm not in the mood to study (Eight subjects, oh God), my homework is undone STILL, i'm not ready to meet my new classmates, i'm not ready to meet my new teachers (sucky, or not), and my brain has not fully switch back to school mode. I have this really bad feeling i'm going to oversleep on the first day of school. Not. Nice. At. All.
Everything's gonna be new, new, new, new, new!
Yeah, i know new things don't stay new after a day. After a day, they'll just be things. Normal things. But still! If only (ah, crap, stupid choice of words, again) there weren't new things in life. Hmmmm........
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HOW BORING.
See, i don't even know what i want!
This post, is freaking emo-tic and random.
And ooo, i have smses coming in already, when it's only... what... 9.30pm o_O
Typical Singaporeans. Aha.
HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD.
That settled it.
Cheerio.
Said night-night world @ 7:51 PM