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No it isn't some music video awards acronym. It's my damn long name.
Yes you know you love me, you're far too kind. :)
Warning: Explict content, bimbotic reflections, severe drama.
Think twice, think again.
Alright? You're ready to go. Tralala :)

Hello! Veron, Maybelle, or Alexis, you take your pick. Let's cut the crap :) I'm a Child of God. I demand full attention! Say hello : )
27th of February is not necessarily my favorite day. Dancing is my passion, and Friends are my life.
Being single is the best moments of a girl's life, & i'm serious. But when the right guy comes along, ah, things changes. : )

"I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that I melted."

Current Obsessions:
♥Zeeee!//♥Spongy&Patrick//♥DesperateHousewives//♥MarilynMonroe//♥Cheeseee//♥CLEO//♥Girls'hiphop//

I have really quick mood swings (p/s, ESPECIALLY during PMS)
I have deficit disorder; that's chimalogy for Short Attention Span.
I have exceptionally small eyes (which people tend to notice and comment on A LOT). For the last time: it's GENETIC.

♥ Fuzzy-wuzzy surprises
♥ Glitz & Glamor
♥ Giant carousels
♥ Mathematics & Literature
♥ Cadbury & Ben&Jerry's

I'm attracted to anything that blings.
I find joy in collecting even-numbered movie tickets.
I hate following the boring ol' monochromatic crowd. I don't do the overrated.
I hate bad hair days & zits. It's every girl's nightmare. Gays too.

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry; And I know you do the same things too.
So we're really not that different, me and you.

I'm little whiny, a little bimbotic, and VERY psychotic.
That's three really good reason to shower me with lotsa love & concern,
and you'd better, 'cus I'm rather prone to the waterworks.

They say laughter is the best medicine. I beg to differ.
A second with my silly boy does the trick : )♥
I'm a lukewarm book-lover ♥
I'm a hardcore shopaholic ♥
I'm proud of my scintillating brain :D♥
I'm not perfect. & sadly, no one is. So DON'T discriminate.

With loads of hugs & kisses, that's Veron Maybelle Alexis for you.
Auf Wiedersehen!
That's the way, uh-huh uh-huh, I like it C:

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If i had a stress-meter, it would be at the highest point now.
I hate this week. It literally sucks. I can't wait for everything to be over.
Putting aside all the unnecessary personal problems, there are major tests and exams.
Tomorrow's The Day. I'm so gonna pass my piano exams, even though my scales STILL suck. I've been practicing since 6 this evening, with only a TEENY TINY bit of improvement made. I was hugging my pig-doll super tightly (that's what i usually do, don't be shocked, & don't even start the thought about me being sadistic) crying my eyes out thinking about the fact that i'm gonna screw everything up tomorrow, whether i like it or not. It's my sixth sense telling me so..
Then i thought to myself, how silly it is, giving up even before the battle begins. That is sooo unlike me. I don't even KNOW FOR SURE if it's going to be THAT BAD or not. The milk isn't even spilled and i'm crying like sh!t already. It's pointless. My tears wouldn't earn me extra points. So yeah, my mind's rather cleared up now. I'm not sad, but yes i'm still anxious.

I even wrote an ode to God, hoping that he'll get the message & you know, HELP ME OUT!!?

No one seems to understand just how much tomorrow's exam is freaking me out. They're either telling me to chill, or to practice more, or NOT even getting the importance of it. Like 'Oh. An exam? Oh okay... So?' =.= That didn't help much you know... Thanks for nothing/?
(Well, of course i thank those who wished me luck and have the kind intentions to pray for me tomorrow. I love y'all! I really need all the luck i can get now. I need a miracle. Ah, yes, THAT'S what i need.)
OKAY, enough about piano, i'm sweating cold sweat just by thinking of it..

Stayed back on Monday together with Sylvia and Charmaine to complete our Art. Went to Punggol park at night to walk around & talk {: Our initial plan failed, but oh well, there's always a Plan B for everything right?

And btw, just to clarify some doubts: My pie did NOT suck on that day :D! Surprising? It is a good thing, of course! Aha. However, some MORONS just don't appreciate the presence of corns & kept whining after trying my dish. Like, what the hell?? He OUGHT to change his taste buds, or life would be so pointless for him. Sadly. But oh well, he's one heck of an emo poop anyway. So, that's him. Understandable. &I don't think his dish was anywhere near Nice anyway. He's just jealous. Ah, yesssssssss. JEALOUSY KILLS!

Tuesday, which was yesterday, was English Oral day.

Just before oral, i was running about the whole school in search of that silly girl. I found her in the toilet, so i sat outside and waited for her to come out. Then we went to some deserted room that wasn't locked & stayed there. I was feeling super sleepy & having this major headache. But that silly girl fell asleep first, so i forced myself awake throughout to keep watch of the time. Hopefully she felt better at the end of the day. I didn't waste my precious hours accompanying her for nothing okay//{:

I wasn't really freaking out, cus my whole mind was preoccupied with Piano. Okay, so everything went well. I got Mdm Divya and you know i know we all know she's totally awesome! :D Lucky me! I think i did fairly well. We're gonna get the results some time soon... Yipee! I'm confident about it {:

Somehow, i was super tired yesterday. So i fell asleep around 6 and slept all the way till 7 this morning o_o

Continued on SYF training/audition-dance today. It's getting harder to remember.. But at least i could dance my heart out and for that few hours, stop thinking about the exam tomorrow. See, i ALWAYS look on the brighter side of things, no matter how crappy it can get. That's my virtue, don't be jealous :D HA HA HA. (p/s, Cheryl & I had fun being partners for the past i-don't-know-how-many weeks. HAHA ;D)

Oh, and thanks Lijun for accompanying me home today to get the dance stuffs. Hope you found my Gossip Girl book! :X

Hmmm, okay. So tomorrow's the exam. & i'm gonna see Yorklyn just before it, cus her exam's just before mine (did i mention this before????) Should i call this fate, luck or coincidence?? We laughed our asses off when we realized this.

And i have to do the Art paper-work done by tonight.... AHHHH!?!

And i still have got this thick stack of Aural notes to memorize.. O:

And tomorrow's our RE skit presentation.

And Friday's all the stupid common tests!!

And next week's EOY already.

Time is sooo not on my side.
AND PLEASE, DO NOT TELL ME TO CHILL OUT. Cus that will make my blood boil even more. & you wouldn't like that at all, trust me. I'm on the urge of screaming my lungs out now. & Mom's yelling at me.

Okay, just ignore this post. I'm just trying to chill out here.