"In my eyes, is all i have to say."
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
What happened yesterday? *racks brain*
Ah, there was literature & Malay test. Both of which were fine.
Benjamin was so freaking out over the lit test, even after i told him the question before hand. And he was getting all jumpy and panicky, so i told him to write....
Q: Simon had enough justifiable reasons not to go to school. Do you agree?
A: Duh. Because the book says so. And because YOU, Ms Loke, said so too. So if i were to state otherwise, I would be defiant and rebelling against you.
But thankfully, he still had some sense in him to make him NOT write that/
& okay, actually, Malay sucked. But gosh, it's Malay: No one cares. I don't understand a word, a flaw of mine which, thankfully, isn't really going to affect my life in any teeny tiny way. Take THAT Mr Gani!!!
Then, there was conversational Chinese workshop as usual for the Malay pupils, so went to have Gelare with Lijun & Meiyi before that. Girl talk! :D
I learnt that some things were better off unknown. Because even the knowledge of it would spoil your entire mood. Imagine what would happen when it takes actual effect. End Of The World For Missy Veron/ But okay, i've chucked that shocking news into the darkest, deepest corner of my brain. Now i'm normal. Nothing, i repeat, NOTHING, can bring me down. Oh yeah man~ :D
I slept till midnight, & woke up just to complete my Haiku. Sucha saintly girl (8
I think i did a fairly good job, for the fact that i only used 2+ hours of my night. I did a draft some days ago when i was emotionally down. Thus it came out rather... devastating? The point is, it's written by theeeee one & only meeeee, an amazing feat for a poem illiterate! :D (Need I point out that I AM poetically pathetic? Not to mention Japanese poems.)
After I was done, I aimed to finish reading Shopaholic Book 2 before i went to school. I did accomplish it, which resulted in sleepiness during class :x (Between you & me, keep that a secret!)
AS FOR TODAY.
hahahahahahahaha. I SCORED HIGHER THAN WEI YANG FOR SCIENCE COMMON TEST (by half a mark)!! DO NOT start chey-ing me!:o Half a mark IS a big deal. Cus that half mark's solid prove that i am naturally brainier than him... & SO, Weiyang admitted defeat with much grace that MEN WERE THE WEAKER SEX, which salvaged him of whatever dignity he had left. (Save all the drama. He didn't anything of that sort. His face is toooooo precious to lose *ahem* AHA!)
We're gonna miss SYF training this Friday thanks to Cross-Country (sucky!! & ultimate sian-ness!! :o) But anyway, we had a surprise for Miss Lini & Clare today after school. Advanced Teachers' Day celebration, you see. & damn, the cake was really awesome like :)
Had fun taking pictures with Rina, while Cherine had fun laughing over my "bimbotic-ness". Oh, someone brought some flour-balloon thingies too, so we (Cherine, Beaunice & I) were trying, by all means, to stuff it into each others' shirts. LOL-ABLE! XD Well, that's the beauty of feminism, ain't? :D
To my dear dear girl:
By the time you read this, you've probably moved on in life and forgotten all about this incident. But just in case, this little section might come in handy :)
Don't let people get to you and shred you into millions & billions of pieces. Don't let others bring you down by their own perceptions. You control your life & live it the way you want. In fact, you're doing an amazing job at it! But you gotta know, life isn't a bed full of roses, & there are bound to be people snaring at you, even though you've done nothing at all to deserve it. You know your life better than anyone else do, so why let yourself get bothered? The feeling of being put down by others isn't nice, i know. But all the more you should get back up, put on a bold front, & deal with life with whatsoever pride & dignity you have. You don't dwell or brood, & you most certainly don't move backwards. Behind that gentle & sweet face, i know there's a stronger personality within. Show them what you've got, & not just some easy push about!
I bet you've known it all yourself, but at times like these, even someone like you would need a little reminder to get you back on the track.
Whatever it is, i'm here. We're all here. You're not alone, alright! {:
Alistair Griffin - You And Me
Have you ever loved someone,
But you waited just too long,
To tell them what you’re feeling.
Maybe I was just too proud,
To say I love you right out loud,
Found the words I must believe in.
On this night, it holds us both within,
Set me free, oh let me live again.
* It’s you and me tonight,
With these feelings we can fight,
Just two people lost but made it found together,
And if we make it through,
Then tomorrow find the truth,
You know I would fall,
I would risk it all,
Just for you.
Gotta find a way somehow,
Cause all we have is here and now,
It can wait until tomorrow.
If the morning comes too soon,
We’ll run away and chase the moon,
Like a dream well you must follow.
If you go, I won’t be in your way,
In my eyes, is all I have to say.
*
I never realized that I waited just too long,
And now I recognize it was you all along.
*
Most of the time, we don't find it cus we search too far.
Sometimes, we're looking right at it, but we don't see it.
When there's a flicker of hope, we think it's impossible, cus it's only but a flicker of hope.
We never stop to think about the possibilities of that little flick turning into something great, or an amazing start to something new.
We don't dare create our own destiny, we all want to be spoon-fed in life,
&We let our own opportunity pass us by/
Said night-night world @ 7:55 PM