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No it isn't some music video awards acronym. It's my damn long name.
Yes you know you love me, you're far too kind. :)
Warning: Explict content, bimbotic reflections, severe drama.
Think twice, think again.
Alright? You're ready to go. Tralala :)

Hello! Veron, Maybelle, or Alexis, you take your pick. Let's cut the crap :) I'm a Child of God. I demand full attention! Say hello : )
27th of February is not necessarily my favorite day. Dancing is my passion, and Friends are my life.
Being single is the best moments of a girl's life, & i'm serious. But when the right guy comes along, ah, things changes. : )

"I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that I melted."

Current Obsessions:
♥Zeeee!//♥Spongy&Patrick//♥DesperateHousewives//♥MarilynMonroe//♥Cheeseee//♥CLEO//♥Girls'hiphop//

I have really quick mood swings (p/s, ESPECIALLY during PMS)
I have deficit disorder; that's chimalogy for Short Attention Span.
I have exceptionally small eyes (which people tend to notice and comment on A LOT). For the last time: it's GENETIC.

♥ Fuzzy-wuzzy surprises
♥ Glitz & Glamor
♥ Giant carousels
♥ Mathematics & Literature
♥ Cadbury & Ben&Jerry's

I'm attracted to anything that blings.
I find joy in collecting even-numbered movie tickets.
I hate following the boring ol' monochromatic crowd. I don't do the overrated.
I hate bad hair days & zits. It's every girl's nightmare. Gays too.

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry; And I know you do the same things too.
So we're really not that different, me and you.

I'm little whiny, a little bimbotic, and VERY psychotic.
That's three really good reason to shower me with lotsa love & concern,
and you'd better, 'cus I'm rather prone to the waterworks.

They say laughter is the best medicine. I beg to differ.
A second with my silly boy does the trick : )♥
I'm a lukewarm book-lover ♥
I'm a hardcore shopaholic ♥
I'm proud of my scintillating brain :D♥
I'm not perfect. & sadly, no one is. So DON'T discriminate.

With loads of hugs & kisses, that's Veron Maybelle Alexis for you.
Auf Wiedersehen!
That's the way, uh-huh uh-huh, I like it C:

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FOR THE FACT THAT NO ONE TOLD ME OF WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
I've been like this since forever. This has always been my personality.
So yes, i would say, i've never had the slightest idea that i was doing anything wrong when i did what i did. Until today, that you've said so. & i ought to thank you for that.

How could i have known, if NONE OF YOU ever said it to my face that my character sucks. You all just walk away, leaving me full of question marks. I didn't know what was the problem, & i didn't know how to change.

Now that you all are already so distant from me, you guys still ain't saying anything. Leaving me behind in the dark, trapped by my sucky character. Not pointing out my flaws & wrongdoings & areas i should change for the past 1 year or so wasn't doing me any good. You guys just kept sharing amongst yourselves, "putting up with me" & keeping a distance.

FRIENDS TELL. Like how i stated about people getting hurt & annoyed by you. If you guys had likewise told me where i should change, i would at least have the chance of improving myself to be a better friend. If anyone could have slapped me in the face there and then where i've been such a pain, at least i could have woken up back into reality. "nothing wrong with what i do lah, i think." Honestly THAT was what has been going through my mind all these while.

But no one gave me that opportunity.
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Stereotype. Newsflash: Here's what people are saying:
'She takes classes outside. Look at her! All proud and arrogant. She thinks we're just some little rotten dancers. Who does she think she is?!'
'She teaches like we aren't fit to learn the steps! Like no matter how hard we are trying, we're still gonna be noob dancers anyway. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, get her away from us!'
'Oh, she ah? Actually i don't really like her. She behaves like some spoilt brat at times, and yes her attitude sucks. Can't stand it, really.'
'She treats people like some sort of standby is it? Picking her friends. When she doesn't have her A or B around, she'll come go to C. Damn wrong luh.'

I don't bark back at them, cus sometimes i feel the same way. It would be contradicting.

People are giving you the facial expression & pointing out your problems. But no, you still don't get their point/You probably think they're just being typical bitches, bitching about you, as usual, cus you're of so much potential & talent that they're just having high jealousy rates.

Now at least you have a chance to change, make things better, improve the situation and tension you have with the others before things turn really bad. Take it.